Saturday, 21 February 2009

Shipping steel


Scotland
We climbed aboard the great metal snake, northward bound. Scotland bound. The Scotland I experienced was friendly, proud and culturally rich. But coming to terms with dental surgery and the aftermath of work, I was well tired, to use a favourite English euphemism, and thus did not do the place justice. In some ways, Scotland is very English - red buses, English speaking, same high street shops but it felt different. The Scots take their cultural independence within the UK seriously and there's a friendly but fierce rivalry. We stayed at a dodgy hostel, complete with drunken early morning revellers and loud snoring, but all keen as mustard to get out there and see the England's northern cousin. We sampled a wee dram (Scotch), neeps and taties (turnips and potatoes), wondered about the real story under the kilt but steered clear of the Scottish national 'delicacy', haggis (offal boiled in sheep intestine).

Back to the big smoke
As a parting present to ourselves, we visited Dans le Noir (literally 'In the dark') with a few friends on our return to London. Imagine this: you select your menu (vegetarian, meat, seafood or surprise) and then are led into a dark room, and I mean really, really pitch black room and served a three course meal by a blind waiter. Talk about blowing your mind, this is a sensory overload. I felt my cutlery and glass, and when my food came, I felt that too. Ended up eating mostly with my hands… Someone at another table started singing happy birthday and the room, shameless in the dark, erupted into song. Well worth the visit, a unique and powerful way to experience the loss of sight.


Hasta luego London
As always, the last minute is never long enough and the last few days were crazy. Nonetheless, I took a long stroll down Oxford Street, enjoyed a final Pret Soy latte and said my farewells to the many friends I met along the way. The universe smiled on me while I stayed on the shores of the British Isles - I learned so much, grew as a person immensely, met some amazing people and had a bloody great time. London rolled out the fog on the day we left, thick and souplike, but as the plane cleared the clouds we were greeted by an azure blue sky carrying my friend the sun - clearly a good omen of things to come. Next stop Budapest...

Friday, 13 February 2009

New unemployment figures out today

The last day of work - the day I thought would never come. I am not a huge 'fan' of working (is anyone?) - I see it fulfilling a purpose of paying bills and financing life outside work. But as my final day approached and ended, I realised that I had grown accustomed, okay fond, of the people I worked with. It is sad to think I'm not going to see most of them again. Sometimes, a group just 'works', and things flow- it was great to hang out with such a cool bunch of people. Kind of strange how it all came together - too soon yet not fast enough.

Today offered a moment of clarity - when consciousness slows down and life becomes simple and obvious. The shades were lifted, if only for a moment, and the true nature of things were revealed. I felt 'space' opening up - for those of you who have never left work to travel for a long period of time, it's difficult to explain my conception of space. In a culture where working 5 days out of 7 is the norm and 'not working' is frowned upon, making the time to step away is challenging and rewarding. Space is joblessness, but not like the gnawing feeling of unemployment - rather, it's a time when you get to sit in life's driver seat.

It already feels like I'm miles away mentally from the working mindset, and my spirit is longing for the freedom of the road. The newly found mental space soothed the tensions of daily grind, and the irritations of the tube don’t seem as pressing. I stepped out of the doors at Emerald this afternoon washed clean, light, free, but in a daze, still unsure it was real. I looked down - still the same clothes on but something was different. This is the last walk to Southwark and tomorrow is a new day – I press on, facing down the first steps of the journey home.

Tuesday, 3 February 2009

The final days

The reality has not really sunk in yet - I'm still doing all the normal things but in the shadows, countdowns are happening everywhere. The final days - of work and handovers, of farewell drinks and hangovers. Anticipation and trepidation mix, a beautiful mix, as the final days fade ever faster. There are things I'll miss, things that I won't - suffice to say after the dust settles I like lots more than I don't. I'm smiling at the small things, the idiosyncrasies, the sweet dark side of this town I will miss... a dirty little town on the Thames.

Its been 2 years and 3 weeks since I started this leg of the journey, turning off my PC in Brisbane and stepping into the great unknown. We cruised down the road less travelled and hit a rather large highway - and now its time to leave the highway, to once again make our own paths.

Farewell peeps, been good to know you. Elvis has left the building...